“People often say that ‘beauty is in the eye of the beholder,’ and I say that the most liberating thing about beauty is realizing that you are the beholder. This empowers us to find beauty in places where others have not dared to look, including inside ourselves.”—Salma Hayek (via light-essence)
got yelled at by my dad for my poor work performance( i dont blame him. I would yell at me too)
It will get better……i hope. Its hard being optimistic when life keeps punching me in the face. Even though these problems are created by me. I am just going to blame them on the world. Its easier then taking the blame. Yup.
So this weekend went cool. Made good money, my Saturday lab was cancelled and I really needed that day to sleep! But of course I am still sleepy lol UUUGGHHH but I dont know why I just realized that I lost my bio book :( I have no clue how I did this. Its heavy as fuck and I put it in my basket on my bike. So I really dont know how I missed that. I am going to clean my room and hopefully it will appear. Also, I have been not doing good in my classes. I think its hard when youre tired but I really dont like making excuses for myself. So i am just going to try harder or something. Idk.
In good news: Hunger Games are amazing and once you think you have the story figured out boom! shit changes and you are just like whaaaat just happened. I also love a story with a kick ass girl character. Katniss has to be one of the best female characters, she is actually deadly and more deadly than the male characters. Which is so kick ass. Yup. Love this story.
Now I know a lot of you do not know who he is. So let me tell you he is a radio and tv host at ESPN and pretty much awesome. I watch and listen to his show everyday and Ill admit I have a crush on him. But the one you get on your friends dad(girls will know what i mean) I got a ton of dude followers from his retweet. It made my day. :D
So he didnt retweet me for my great sports knowledge,and Im pretty sure he retweeted me cause I was cute. But one day he will retweet cause of my extensive sports knowledge. lol For right now I dont care, because I never get a RT from anyone who is verified. Yup this made my day.
I have been thinking. I want something to remind me of simpler times and the thing I remembered that I absolutely loved was Beauty and The Beast. Literally I can sing you the whole song if you asked. But one part of the song goes I want so much more than they’ve got planned and somehow incorporate the rose into it. Idk I think that would be awesome.